4:58 a.m. - 2007-10-11
it is aboutme. i was the most important lovely thing in your world and then i WAS MORE. you dumped me, but sfter a moment i tooka breath and i was relieved. i close my eyes and try to remember. but i can not, there is so little (and so much) to remember. i remember i felt really really sad all the time. i remember you being far away and missing you every moment. i remeber hate where i was and wishing i was with you. i will always love you but what you did to me is unforgivable. i can't just drop my feelings, they were the realist love i have ever known. but i am willing myself to move on. my daily life has not changed, but my world has turned upside down. i died for a moment, i spilled my heart and wanted to give up on everything. you hurt me so bad. i was crushed. words can not explain the pain i endured as i fell the the ground weeping. the one thing i loved most in the world was gone. you brushed me off as though you had no emotional ties what-so-ever. like i was just another girl.
you are dead to me.
Silver Lining, Rilo Kiley
and i was your silver lining
And i was your silver lining
hooray hooray im your silver lining
And the grass it was a ticking
and i was your silver lining as the story goes